Fear of the First Page
okay, there I admitted it. I have fear of the first page. I’ve been all ready to start something new this week. Jotted some ideas down in a notebook. But haven’t been able to sit myself down in front of the computer and start writing. Well I sit there, but I’m not writing, I’m staring at the first page. Blank. I’m not amused with myself.
My usual method is to come up with a germ of an idea, then write the first few chapters to get to know my characters. Quite often I throw out the first chapter or so after I get into the book, but it seems to ground me in the story and lets me get to know the characters. But this week I haven’t even been able to make myself sit down and do that. I have all these doubts about how long I’ve been writing and haven’t sold. And I’m just frozen when I sit down and stare at that blank first page. I can get my butt in the chair and open Word, but I just freeze then.
Obviously I need to get over this. And it’s not even like writer’s block. It’s just a plain fear of starting yet another story. Another story that may not sell. I’m not sure why the doubt monsters are so huge this week. I”m not very pleased with myself this week. I have to get over this. Any suggestions? 

